It is too heavy and long, it is too deep and obscure, it is full of thrones and broken glass, but you are almost there. You know you want to put your burdens down and be free, take a journey of sublimation, but not yet. You fear that when you reach the end you will be too tired to celebrate, too empty to be joyful. When you reach, your heart will be relieved and light like a feather.
Not yet, but you will.